Pondering my current life problems.

Friday July 10th i basically lost my job. they told me that my position had been disolved. But they said that I could either go, or I could accept a job, for a project for ITS (sister company within the same facility) - it's Inventory. I accepted the job, due to the fact that one is better than none. - While they said that if the economy / business picks up, then they could hire us back after the project is done, or they could get rid of us in the midst of doing the inventory.... i've been looking for jobs, but its bleak. so very bleak. I recently have been thinking on going to school full time, and then take my severence pay, and then get student aid to help out, and get a little job.
Or i could ride this out til the end... maybe they'll have something, maybe they wont, in that case i could still do option a. (school.)
Or i could find a job while doing this, and most likely get paid a lot less than what I'm getting here... but at least my job would be safe?????
i dont know.
I'll be thinking and praying on it.
I am stressed about it.
im also really exhausted from working.....
In the end I know that there's a reason for everything.

Pondering on Everything

As of Friday, July 10th I got laid off. - sort of. they told me that the position that I had, got dissolved. and basically letting me go, unless if i chose to participate in an inventory project that our sister company has ... (its all in the same building, so I would still be going to the same place every day.) - I accepted. a job is better than none, right? but still they're saying that it will last until Sept. poss a little longer. they said that if the economy/business gets better by then, then they may can find a place for us back in the company... but anyways... So i've been looking for jobs. the job market isnt near like how it was a few yrs ago when i did this before.... i havnet found many at all .... :o( I'm considering of going to school full time, get my severence, and then get some student aid, and get a little job somewhere that will work w/ my school schedule... i dont know. i dont know what i should do. im still looking for a job, but as Simon pointed out to me last night... I'll prob. be getting paid more doing this job than finding another a job... like $5 more an hour... at least.Yes this inventory is horrible. its exhausting, my legs hurt, my feet hurt, my knees hurt. im tired. i dont want to be doing it. .... but the majority of us originally worked in the office, and we're facing similar